totally, completely heartbreakingly homesick right at this minute. very lonely. very sad. its just hit me all of a sudden, theres no reason except maybe it was building. but I'm very sad right now. and I'm actually crying, and I never cry. I miss having friends. I miss having someone be happy to see me instead of coming home from work with a scowl and barking at me until I yell at him to knock it the hell off.
I miss seeing flowers once in a damn while. trees, hell, bushes would do. something besides dirt and weird landscaped grass thats squishy and collects water and saves it for days so that you sink in and get wet a week after it rained.
just because there are a few people around doesnt mean the word "isolated" doesnt apply. I can see the walls. they are really effing ugly.
the girl behind the ink
- CaroltheRose
- I am a country girl in the middle of cities...with my heart somewhere out where there are trees. I am a musician, an artist, a gardner, a decorator, but most of all a wife and a mother to two beautiful, exhausting blessings. my hubby is a United States Marine, whom I am so proud of, and I love very much. we live on base at Camp Pendleton California, and I am priviledged with the friendship of a few wonderful Marine wives, and ALOT of good hearted young men who protect the country we call home.
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Hang in there.
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