after many disheartening failed attempts to find an already established house church in our area, I gave up completely. then I met a couple in which the wife was
homeschooled and
housechurched just like me! and the husband was public schooled and traditionally
churched like Mike. quite the coincidence. so she and I of course struck up a friendship...and after knowing them a few months...my brain came out of hiding long enough to say, "hey, why
dont we just have our own?"
so far we have had three meetings...three really good, although quick, meals.
theres so few of us, conversation
doesnt flow as easy so we just sort of eat, joke around, and then get down to the only thing I have come up with to do! we listen to
Beresford's traditions
cds. the first one was the one that had to set the stage, so it was a bit dry..and hard for the non
housechurchers to get into. but now that we've gotten to the second and third...those were fun! and those were the ones that dove right into the interesting things. and
theres more to come. :D
I'm the only one that plays an instrument..and I have to do the cooking, cleaning, childcare, and praying for our little church so I
dont have the energy to step out on the music limb yet. everyone is willing to participate, (thankfully) they just
dont want to have to help me clean up or sort of guide the thing. I hate being a female making all the suggestions but its either that or we have no church. and we all are really enjoying
Beresford right now.
any suggestions on what to do next? books?
cds? something someone could send me to give me ideas?
please pray for my husband to start taking initiative. we
dont do
alot of in-church praying because if we do, I have to lead...no one joins. everyone is very shy and we are all in the 21 and under age group...so its a slow start. and I
dont know where the line is between appropriate female participation and feminist
tyranny so I am treading carefully and trying to let it just flow as is except for when we listen to the cds.
something exciting though is that when some of these marines crash at our place after hanging out with us all weekend, they all choose to stay for church if they are still here. and they look forward to it. one of them said he felt he needed to stay because being involved in church again would make him feel better about his life. he also said he needed some F#%@ing Jesus in his life. dont we all. :P